Welcome To The Official Blog Of Porn Star Cassandra Calogera

here are a few photos of me getting out of my clothes before i hop in the shower! hope you enjoy

Hope you enjoy those photos…just a little tease to get your cocks hard :)~

XOXO

cass

I have personal training today and I am so excited! About a year ago I started getting interested in training for Muay Thai kickboxing…i had watched UFC for years and was always a fan of marital arts, then I met my current boyfriend and he trained muay thai and even had a few fights under his belt. He told me what a good workout it was so I looked up someone to train with here in LA. I found the BEST trainer ever. From the little she shared with me about her teen/young adulthood years we had some things in common. I could relate to her which makes training with her even better :)

Anyways I am going to be training at least twice a week, but most likely 3 times a week because I have so much time on my hands that I might as well spend it getting in AWESOME shape…and even try to become good enough to where I can start fighting :) That is my goal, to have a fight one day…it’d be awesome if i could get good at it. I remember our first training session I threw my first punch and she stopped and said “do you want to fight?” it was an awesome feeling because i grew up with everyone telling me the were afraid to fuck with me and i would test hit some of my guys friends and they always told me i hit just as hard as a guy lol. She explained that I came in differently then most people she trains, she said she usually has to teach girl how to hit hard but that they came in with good endurance. i was/am the opposite i have A LOT of power behind my punches but I get tired so quick since I am super out of shape….so basically I have the potential to be pretty good :) Haha that all sounds so cocky now…but you know what? Im down on myself about SOOOO much shit in my life, and this is one thing that I feel I might have some skill behind, so yeah it may sound like im bragging about my hard hitting punches lol but let me feel good about myself for at least one thing in my life right? :)

I even went to Thailand last September and trained a bit there with my boyfriend, we met a lot of awesome people. Here is a picture of the gym I trained at in Rawai. Im not even looking at the camera…and I am the only girl in the photo lol, i am sweating my ASS off…seriously this is the best workout anyone could ask for.

Anyways thats it for now I will write another blog once I get home to tell you all how it went! XOXO

cass

Hey everybody :)  I just can’t seem to get a smile off my face lately…its a rather pleasant change for me!  For those of you who don’t already know I have been diagnosed with depression, bipolar, and borderline personality disorder over the course of my 23 years. I don’t think doctors really know which category to put me in so thats why I have so many diagnoses. I was put on a new medication on Wednesday called Abilify and im loving it so far. It’s only been 4 days of taking it and i already see effects, usually you don’t notice if a med is working for 1-2 weeks but this one seems to be doing the job! So i am super excited about that. Life is so much easier when your not in the doubts of depression and all of the negativity that surrounds mental disease.

I had a few shoots this week! I shot for a new company for John Strong and had a boy/girl/girl scene with Marco and Sara Stone. I was so excited to work with Sara again since we had filmed a scene previously for Naughty America and believe it or not someone lost our scene and it was never put up! So we had a REALLY sexy video…we were both really into it and its going to produce a smoking ass scene! I also shot for Mike John and Tim Von Swine for NO CUM DODGING ALLOWED! My type of shoot :) so i got to suck of 5 guys dicks and then get fucked POV style from tim. So all in all i swallow and ENJOY six different loads of hot sticky cum. YUM…im getting horny all over again! I think a lot of the guys were impressed by my deepthroating skills…cuz a few of them went to stick their dicks far back into my throat and then they would stop thinking they would hurt me if they pushed a bit more, so i would grab onto their waists and shove the rest of it right down my throat…it was so sexy i felt like such a dirty whore. I was suppose to go to a in the VIP shoot but it was the day after my blowbang and I woke up with my face covered with broken blood vessels (from the scene being so rough the day before) so I looked scary and thought it would be best to stay home!

here are some photos from my Mike John Shoot :)

This is a REALLY creepy picture I took once I got home…i did not edit this photo AT ALL it just came out like this…looks like i am possessed by the fucking devil!

I have a shoot booked with bluebird films for tuesday so im looking forward to that :)  hoping that some more work comes my way soon!

Here are some random photos….some current body shots too!

I am trying to eat healthy now…and i make egg white omelette every day with chicken and garlic in it. Anyways, my boyfriend usually ALWAYS cooks my food but he is making me get my feet wet in the kitchen so that I know how to cook my own food. So here is a pic of my first ever self made omelette haha!

And finally a photo of my puppy dog, bernie the beagle! I alot of you were asking to see what my doggy looks like so here ya go! We bought him a toy dog that looks like him and he humps it all the time haha here he is chilling with his fuck dog.

Alright everybody thats it for today…hope everyone is having a relaxing Sunday!

XOXO

cassandra

Hey guys, so i promised I would post my pictures from Sophie’s party which was 2 saturdays ago i believe. A lot of them look the same so I apologize for not being more creative! Hope you enjoy them!

So as you can see it was pretty much a photoshoot with me and Sierra Skye! Anyways it was a lot of fun! I have some more pics which i will most in another blog :) Hope you enjoyed these for the time being!

XOXO

cass

So its a lazy monday here in the Calogera house….I went out Saturday night for Sophie Dee’s birthday and I am STILL recovering from the awful hangover that resulted in a night of partying! It was a lot of fun, but I find myself wishing that I hadn’t taken as many shots as I did!  Sometimes I tend to get a little out of control with my drinking, considering when I go up to the bar to order shots I ALWAYS get three at a time. Its like my drinking ritual! And before I know it I feel like a train hit me and I get sloppy drunk and fall all over the place…its not good LOL!

I wanted to apologize to my members for the lack of updates throughout the month of January. I should have made sure I had enough updates to last me while I was visiting in Connecticut but unfortunately I wasn’t able to shoot enough stuff before I had to go home. But I have been back for a week now and am excited to start shooting new stuff :)  I actually have a boy/girl/girl and a girl/girl scene planned for Wednesday which will be with miss Sierra Skye and Chris Strokes. Sierra is my favorite gal in the business and I love her too death so I am sure we will have plenty of fun getting dirty when it goes down! I love Chris Strokes too…I think I have only done one scene with him in the past and it was for Jules Jordan and I fell in love with fucking him really quick ;)

I talked with my agent and I should be back to shooting scenes shortly…however i have noticed that I barely get booked for work since my return. I use to be able to shoot 15 days out of the month if I wanted too…and now it seems I am lucky if I get booked AT ALL! I think some of it is my fault because I ended up flaking out on a few shoots during 2009 which obviously doesn’t help me out. However my work ethic is finally up to par and I am hoping I can prove everyone I want to be here in the industry and that I love and look forward to my job everyday! So keep your fingers crossed for me and lets all hope I book some work soon!

Well thats it for now, I should be updating my blog more often again. I kind of fell behind on my website during 2009 but I promise that this year it is going to be one of my MAIN priorities :) I should be shooting all kinds of new scenes and I am in the midst of buying a new really good webcam so I can start doing my weekly shows again.

XOXO

Cassandra

Hey everybody…so its been a WICKED long time since i’ve blogged. I’ve been in connecticut forever and i finally just made it back to LA. I was ready to start shooting this October and actually had some scenes pre-booked and ready for me but a week after I got home from CT my ex boyfriend who i dated for over 6 years commit suicide and i went back to CT for the funeral and wake. I ended up canceling my shoots because this was really hard to deal with and emotionally i just wasn’t ready to get back in the groove of things…needed some time to grieve and let the depression ease up with time. I am probably going to take off the rest of October and I am planning to go on a cruise with one of my friends in November so that will probably be taken off as well. Then in December I am returning to CT again for the holidays since I haven’t spent Christmas with my family in three years now and they say its just not the same without me! So you can expect to see me become pretty active again in January after the new year :)

Thank you all for you emails and support while I was gone! It was nice to know you were all thinking of me!

XO

CASS

i write a lot of poetry when i get depressed….i am struggling alot right now with some issues…just wanted to share my work with you guys :)

its regarding an 8 year struggle with an eating disorder

its funny…its frustrating…its frightening…..its lonely….its all too ironic.

when you spend years with secrets, hiding who you are, denying the confrontations, refusing the help, ignoring the people who cared, putting a smile on for everyone except yourself.

there comes a time when you can’t hold it inside anymore. the fear, the anger, the helplessness that you feel has got to escape…it’s spilling out into your blood, its all you think about….you will be consumed.

but now there is no one there to hear you…no one left to listen, no one there to hold your hand. your in too deep. you spill your guts out, wishing, praying that someone will look into your eyes and give you the hope that you so desperately need. but it doesn’t come…

its when you want to change, when you want to get better, that you are left to fend for yourself. i’m just hoping…praying, that somewhere inside of me is the strength to fight a war. its a fight to the death…and knowing eyes watch me die inside everyday, if they only knew how much i needed them to care, maybe then i wouldn’t be counting the days till my defeat.

So tomorrow is UFC 97…im super excited because chuck liddell is fighting and i’ve been a fan of him for a long time and its good to see him back in the cage :) I am really hoping he kicks ass!! I’ve also never seen silva fight which is crazy…so tomorrow night is going to be a kick ass time.

I’m having like 10 people over my apartment to watch it on our new big screen tv…should be a lot of fun :)

hey guys! join me for my very first webcam show tonight, from now on there should be at least one every week and they will be archived here on the website in case you are not able to join me tonight in the chatroom :)

cant wait to have you all there!! hopefully i can pull of an exciting show for you that that everyone will enjoy! see you later, the show is scheduled for 10:00 eastern time so make sure your there to welcome me to my first cam show!

xoxo

cass

so i was reading my reviews today and someone posted..

“just because you have nice tits doesn’t mean you have to do porn. go do something else…..”

my question to that person i suppose is this…if you are not a fan on my work what the hell are you doing on my paid member website in the first place? secondly, i didn’t choose to do porn because i have nice tits…i would have done porn if i had been bore with A cups. i like to fuck, i like to be fucked, i like to suck cock and be slapped in the face and be a naughty little slut and get as much dick as i can. I love my job…so who are you to tell me to do something else? As long as i wake up everyday loving what i do then i’m going to do it…and im not going to be sorry for my career choices. Take a tip from me too..stay off my porn website if you don’t like what you see…i don’t really like negative energy. However the rest of my fans who appreciate me and all that i do…i love you all!

Sorry…i hate judgmental, ignorant people who have no business telling me what i should and should not be doing with my life.

And even though i am a porn whore and i love it, i am also in school pursuing other goals..so don’t assume im not doing other things.

XOXO

Cass